Bear Update

My self-insert, Äb/Ḧb-V, Cinco of Seís, Gŕdæ Series (Ab/Hb Cinco Gerdae Series)

Äb’s bastardized Op̄tr; standing 5’4⅗; short/stocky; thick lips; s/s yte-bwn w/bwn ◉s’, a/w found i/h bear hoodie a/bright shorts, w/steel boots. Freckles + cd/ o/foot; he’s mustache a/stubble; lazy/chubby, b/still bishoen; femme love handles.

Born January 23rd '02 in a disorganized Nebula AEL lab, pawned off on an associate; Havoc, who raised him like a son; silent f/3 years, fey, b/talks a/l w/close; stuck at 14.7 y/o; Äb’s emo/OmO; a/ws emo t/ Fvđ/Vbt.

Emo b/t cheer goth; b/n ok teased back. G/w t/flow. Ad/v t/con; b/nv g/t bed angry; kiss ev/ morn/nite; nv/ s/o couch. Img-clr red ♁.

Äb can use ⚕ magic; w/o training t/t holy stone; clear elixir; w/mill-refact ⎉ cats◉. A/ c/s. W/h Cd/s; +ESP a/ t/emp c/tra f/bs; astral project.

Skooled independently; grads a/10, learning f/graphic design, home ecc, cooking, sewing, astro/eng/ a/♑︎us bio; ceramics; Äb’s art i/m chalkboard o/v pics t/w his tab; o/RGB holo; slider cell PC; surreal music/astro themes. Hecker w/it 2.

Autistic; not being allowed out of the house until he was 14 (w/o sneaking w/Daigo), except for ice cream or zoo w/ father/uncle. Learn Jap in 3 weeks f/subs w/Fvđ.

He met Fvđ at t/grocers i/spring, w/aggressed him a/ t/went back to his place; started dating, w/Vbt saw them in a cafe, Fvđ aggressed him too; a/invited him to sleep w/Äb while he watched, a/Vbt ended up forming t/ir OT3 f/Fvđ’s OTP. 

In bed, Äb power-↓s’, b/mean w/toys in lace/panties; †dress f/t; he loves t/g his ↑s’ handies a/icy finger t/; +g/choked; g/CPR. Fvđ ffs l/ rabbit, Vbt virgin ffs w/h thicc. T/make Äb feel heard; b/n pressured. Pls/↑s’ w/ f/b s/sfted †play.

Running o/o breath adventuring w/OT3, f/fat t/chubby; gets on; impassible; works cardio a/t gym; he fights w/a standing laser ⦇; w/multifire; 6MJ/hit; b/fs turns ppl t/salt. He makes weird b/great concoctions for Fvđ/Vbt’s lunches; delivered fresh. Often plays a j/b PheNES handheld; o/o Fvds PCs. Äb sleeps o/ s/s Vɓt; hand o/Fvđ o/a p/t.

Lovers taught h/t sword/spear/shield, b/t aren't natural. Nuke/skillet cook; He a/s m/scavenged Op̄tr food; oft’ mugs.

Äb h/a tuxedo; Oscar; friendly b/claws; nips; laying on a/o w/a blanket; vocal back; vicious o/w. Whines b/still purrs a/kneads w/Äb picks him up; pur/snorts. Wheezing; roars/zoomies a/poops. Loves a/o who plays o/t floor w/him; oft’ offering Äb toys. Teeths o/h brush w/combed. Sleep w/ u/d head. L/cuddles f/Äb only. Zoomies m/w age.

Bear NSFW

Bear's Wings and Halo (EOE)

These are sort of like fleshy insect wings, cool huh? Based on Lilith in EOE

An Angel - Traditional Art Inspired

This took 4.5 hours from concept art in inkscape to full render, not the least bit because the graident in the wings took more than 30 seconds for every single edit, and the halo more than a minuet and a half. These are the so called elegant version, based on traditional mythology, the way Angels were depicted in old art, these aren't, sadly, Bear's actual wings and halo, just a concept, it would be too complicated to draw these repeatedly and it leaves little options for other Insanon...

Bearo - The self insert

Bear is my self insert OC, and he is drawn as a sort of distorted Self-Portait, he's not human, his race was originally created, 5 years ago, as an all male rip-off of the Gems from steven universe, which is visible all throughout the setting... After much work, I can now confidently say, he is an Insanon, the spawn of Nazara, or in Bear's case, one of his clones, he has a human soul which was elevated through a cycle of death and rebirth into an Angel, Adam, as the god diecting this process, recreated Bear's soul in his own image. He is composed of hard light, literally a hologram with mass, his core contains a Super Solenoid, which provides infinite power, he has an absolute terror field which makes him a potent psychic, he is considered half human, because, after being inactive in core form for many thousands of years, his core was awakned by his "father" using human DNA, which fused with and overwrote his original DNA, promting him to regenerate into a more human form. He grew up rather quickly, because while he lacked any memory, he was quick the redevelop his adult level mental faculties, he was allowed to attend school in 2008, after he was poofed and regenerated as a 15 year old version of himself, where he met Walker and Mitsuo...

I used a photo refrence of myself, to scale, to get his features, and have used him, for many years, to work on my self-image issues...

Relationship Drabble - Thanks for Sharing

A voyeur and exhibitionist; all around pervert, Mitsuo got a perverse joy in sharing Anep’s skills with other men; it started as it usually did, he walked over to where Anep was with two of his bros, this time Sheryl and Beck, wrapped an arm around Sheryl’s shoulder, grabbed his crotch, and asked if Anep wanted to show off his Skillz.

That led to the current predicament; Mitsuo, Beck, and Sheryl with their pants unzipped, and cocks out, all nicely sized even compared to Mitsuo’s fat 8incher. All three were in Anep’s face, with Beck grinning like an idiot, Sheryl looking off in the distance, but intensely focused on Anep in the corner of his eyes.

Beck almost collapsed after his dorky faced orgasm, weak legged, not used to cocksuckers playing with his balls too, getting some cum on Anep’s cheek and T-shirt. Sheryl for his part, remained calm and feind disinterest, almost looking bored but thrusting every so slightly, even holding hands in Anep’s messy hair and pulling his halo cowlick; blowing his load all over Anep’s cheek and shirt.

When Anep started sucking Mitsuo, he was already achingly hard “Damn Mitsuo, your boyfriend is a great cocksucker” Beck complimented “Fuck yeah dude, thanks for sharing him” Sheryl said with a slight upward inflection, clearly impressed by his ball game. Mitsuo face fucked his boyfriend, having the privilege of roughing him up, cumming on his baby bear’s tongue and a bit on his face.

Relationship Drabble - Drunk

Sometimes Mitsuo got so drunk with his friends that he wouldn't recognize Anep; often mistaking his teddy bear for a girl because of his voice. He’d say something along the lines of “you know I never do this” “I’m not that kind of guy” but “you just get me” “like we have this connection, and they’d end up falling into bed together; little different than when he was sober.

Mitsuo never did this with other people; he never ‘cheated’ on Anep with others when he was drunk, and it never bothered Anep, even when Mitsuo didn’t know who he was, he knew they belonged together. No matter what anybody said or did, how hard they tried, Mitsuo was never interested in anyone else.

That was their connection, he wanted to be with Anep even when he didn’t know who was who. Anep was happy to lead Mitsuo to their bed, strip him of everything but his boxers, and ride Mitsuo while his jaw was slack and rambling; then pinning Anep to the bed, hands around his neck, the weight of his torso over his body; all sort of different positions; it wasn’t uncommon for them to go through six condoms and a whole bottle of lube like this.

Anep was a deep sleeper so Mitsuo snoring through these same nights was never an issue. He’d kiss him as he woke up, ask him if his hips or back hurt, and tend to his hangover. If Mitsuo knew what was going on he never said anything, but he was never shocked to wake up next to Anep, nor curious about the hand-prints on his neck and hips, and bruises and bites everywhere else.

Relationship Drabble - Private Show

There’s nothing more arousing to Mitsuo than seeing his uptight and anxious, and far too innocent acting Anep break down and become a submissive bitch, moaning and whimpering on his thick cock. He loves it when the mashmallow calls him “boss” and begs him to fuck his “pussy” harder. And he’s completely right to call it that: this tight white hole was made to be bred and filled up with cum. After he’s done, he’ll let the rest of the grunts fight over who gets to have the sloppy seconds, and thirds, and fourths, and fifths.

It let Mitsuo pull a power move over his grunts, reminding them that he was the boss not just because he started the gang, but because he was the big man with the big dick, it wasn’t just that he was the best fighter, but by having exclusive rights to the best cumdump the gang had ever seen, access which he might rarely share but could never lose, he helped affirm that he was their alpha. It helped keep people in line.

Relationship Drabble - Pushy

Anep was a brat, and Mitsuo loved to play a soft, casual dom for him; letting Anep push against him without subjecting him to the pressure of being in control. Mitsuo made sure he felt like opinions were always heard; as long as you knew what you were doing it was pretty easy to push Anep around, he even enjoyed it. Submitting to Mitsuo whenever his dom put him back into his place.

In bed this dynamic was even more frenetic, with dirty talk, degradation, Anep trying his best to humiliate Mitsuo by taking charge and ride him like a greedy cock hungry power bottom, while Mitsuo would revel in how easily Anep would submit to him when he felt like it, and beg to be fucked harder or faster, deeper, asking if he was being good and to be rewarded.