Bearo - The self insert

Bear is my self insert OC, and he is drawn as a sort of distorted Self-Portait, he's not human, his race was originally created, 5 years ago, as an all male rip-off of the Gems from steven universe, which is visible all throughout the setting... After much work, I can now confidently say, he is an Insanon, the spawn of Nazara, or in Bear's case, one of his clones, he has a human soul which was elevated through a cycle of death and rebirth into an Angel, Adam, as the god diecting this process, recreated Bear's soul in his own image. He is composed of hard light, literally a hologram with mass, his core contains a Super Solenoid, which provides infinite power, he has an absolute terror field which makes him a potent psychic, he is considered half human, because, after being inactive in core form for many thousands of years, his core was awakned by his "father" using human DNA, which fused with and overwrote his original DNA, promting him to regenerate into a more human form. He grew up rather quickly, because while he lacked any memory, he was quick the redevelop his adult level mental faculties, he was allowed to attend school in 2008, after he was poofed and regenerated as a 15 year old version of himself, where he met Walker and Mitsuo...

I used a photo refrence of myself, to scale, to get his features, and have used him, for many years, to work on my self-image issues...

Mitsuo the Hero...

I know you;d expect the author of a self-indulgent story to be the hero, ALA a mary sue, the hero of all my stories is actually this dude... Mitsuo Nagakawa

uhhhh.... I made this to showcase my writting ideas

Ideas change and I usually don't stay on one concept for long, but a friend recommended I do this instead of just sharing on Facebook, I post-dated alot of writting and charchaters though, to better reflect the pace I actually work at...

Relationship Drabble - Thanks for Sharing

A voyeur and exhibitionist; all around pervert, Mitsuo got a perverse joy in sharing Anep’s skills with other men; it started as it usually did, he walked over to where Anep was with two of his bros, this time Sheryl and Beck, wrapped an arm around Sheryl’s shoulder, grabbed his crotch, and asked if Anep wanted to show off his Skillz.

That led to the current predicament; Mitsuo, Beck, and Sheryl with their pants unzipped, and cocks out, all nicely sized even compared to Mitsuo’s fat 8incher. All three were in Anep’s face, with Beck grinning like an idiot, Sheryl looking off in the distance, but intensely focused on Anep in the corner of his eyes.

Beck almost collapsed after his dorky faced orgasm, weak legged, not used to cocksuckers playing with his balls too, getting some cum on Anep’s cheek and T-shirt. Sheryl for his part, remained calm and feind disinterest, almost looking bored but thrusting every so slightly, even holding hands in Anep’s messy hair and pulling his halo cowlick; blowing his load all over Anep’s cheek and shirt.

When Anep started sucking Mitsuo, he was already achingly hard “Damn Mitsuo, your boyfriend is a great cocksucker” Beck complimented “Fuck yeah dude, thanks for sharing him” Sheryl said with a slight upward inflection, clearly impressed by his ball game. Mitsuo face fucked his boyfriend, having the privilege of roughing him up, cumming on his baby bear’s tongue and a bit on his face.

Relationship Drabble - Drunk

Sometimes Mitsuo got so drunk with his friends that he wouldn't recognize Anep; often mistaking his teddy bear for a girl because of his voice. He’d say something along the lines of “you know I never do this” “I’m not that kind of guy” but “you just get me” “like we have this connection, and they’d end up falling into bed together; little different than when he was sober.

Mitsuo never did this with other people; he never ‘cheated’ on Anep with others when he was drunk, and it never bothered Anep, even when Mitsuo didn’t know who he was, he knew they belonged together. No matter what anybody said or did, how hard they tried, Mitsuo was never interested in anyone else.

That was their connection, he wanted to be with Anep even when he didn’t know who was who. Anep was happy to lead Mitsuo to their bed, strip him of everything but his boxers, and ride Mitsuo while his jaw was slack and rambling; then pinning Anep to the bed, hands around his neck, the weight of his torso over his body; all sort of different positions; it wasn’t uncommon for them to go through six condoms and a whole bottle of lube like this.

Anep was a deep sleeper so Mitsuo snoring through these same nights was never an issue. He’d kiss him as he woke up, ask him if his hips or back hurt, and tend to his hangover. If Mitsuo knew what was going on he never said anything, but he was never shocked to wake up next to Anep, nor curious about the hand-prints on his neck and hips, and bruises and bites everywhere else.

Relationship Drabble - Private Show

There’s nothing more arousing to Mitsuo than seeing his uptight and anxious, and far too innocent acting Anep break down and become a submissive bitch, moaning and whimpering on his thick cock. He loves it when the mashmallow calls him “boss” and begs him to fuck his “pussy” harder. And he’s completely right to call it that: this tight white hole was made to be bred and filled up with cum. After he’s done, he’ll let the rest of the grunts fight over who gets to have the sloppy seconds, and thirds, and fourths, and fifths.

It let Mitsuo pull a power move over his grunts, reminding them that he was the boss not just because he started the gang, but because he was the big man with the big dick, it wasn’t just that he was the best fighter, but by having exclusive rights to the best cumdump the gang had ever seen, access which he might rarely share but could never lose, he helped affirm that he was their alpha. It helped keep people in line.

Elizabeth

The Lezareno family owns the Altamira Resort and hot springs, which has an attached ferris wheel and roller coaster, and a casino. It once brought huge numbers of tourists; having been rebuilt as a tall glass cylinder, with fine dining and shopping. While most of her family attends the family business, her father grooming her ‘gross stupid’ younger brother Theodore to take it over, she has gone on to be a nurse. She lives in a camper with a small cheap kitchenette, bed, and bathroom, which is all pink and full of stuffed animals hanging from the ceilings by nooses.

Despite dressing as a high class flight attendant, in all pink, black, and gold, she is not the least bit feminine. Elizabeth is a complete wackjob, the product of her family, all of whom are highly eccentric rich weirdos, the home of the executive and investor class; she choose to leave the stuffy and confining world of the hotel, to live a life of fun and adventure on Earth. Her family is worth millions, and has a long history of assassinations, sabotages, and other "fun" stuff that could raise that number significantly should many of them die.

Elizabeth however, wanted to have fun in the big wide world outside the hotel. To that end, she works as a nurse at the local hospital, though she is highly inappropriate about her love of gore and suffering. She is an amazing field medic with many annoying quirks, not the smallest of which is her love for making her own money by any means, and yaoi, she constantly tries to get Dean and Hunter laid for her own amusement. Hunter and Dean call her Bitch Tits, commenting on the inflating prices for her first aide, and both would rather have Anep be the one helping them recover than her.

Elizabeth adventures with a large but light shield and a small blue, almost crystalline looking gun.

Sheryl

Bisexual, Sheryl is actually a guy, despite his name, 6'0", he has gorgeous caramel skin, he is Portuguese from Brazil, with a black grandmother, he has a number of tattoos on the right side of his body, along the front and back of his torso down his upper leg and arm, in dark magenta smart ink, when his blood chemistry changes, for instance, under sexual arousal they glow neon pink, and under adrenaline they glow bright white. He is a model and cam boy for a living, but he works at a loading and unloading cargo ships when they land to keep his figure and keep him grounded, a total dom, though he’s bisexual he feels rather no emotional connection to women, he is very popular for sleeping with his fans and signing autographs, he however, cannot take sadism being dished back to him.

He is shady and kind of a creep, sleazy, and the butt of many jokes about him creeping on people or being a rapist, but when push comes to shove, nobody doubts that he would never cross that line and his friend’s trust in him is implicit. His preferred weapon is razor wire. He is very sketchy, a total sleaze bag, but is a good man at heart, and it’s all just jokes, he lives in an apartment in Seattle, earning a living as a e-sex boy, selling himself as the perfect boyfriend with a new fantasy each episode.

He is a jaded playboy whose emotions have become dulled and his heart numb, a lazy sleaze who only goes for one night stands, he works at a loading dock during the day to cover up that he's a gay cam boy at night. He now only finds meaning with his friends, not relationships, and is always quick to give a bullshit rationale behind his subdued feelings. His persona is that of the perfect boyfriend, and each show is a diffrent fantasy, rich boyfriend, football boyfriend, etc, where he dresses up, strips, and jerks off while telling a sex story, this is a persona however, and while he may sleep with his fans ocasionally wearing this mask, he will never use it on his friends because he genuinely cares about them and won’t lie for their affection.

He lives in one of the penthouse apartments in the new shopping district.

Hunter

Flippy - Bisexual

Hunter is tall 6'2", pale, gold eyes, mint blond hair with an undercut, revealing dark green roots. He has hairy legs but fuzz everywhere else, thick pubes, he is very lanky but shredded as fuck, born in 2055, he's one of the youngest Skullz. Hunter is a military fanboy and went to work as a mercenary when he turned 15, after his conventional basic training regimen he was fitted with a new experimental psyberware implant to give him psychic senses, however further training proved to stressful for the implant, the interferes fucks with his brain chemistry, giving him PTSD and fragments of a split personality, while it should let him know about enemies and other combat data the implant keeps trying to predict combat patterns based on psychic insight, creating a kind of fake, forced memory, literally a fase traumatic flashback. The defects in the implant detectors create "ghosts" as they overreact to residual psychic energy even when the originator is gone, though they don't always come from the dead. The implant does make him master at hand to hand combat, helping him develop expert strategizing and tactical problem solving skills, and gain the ability to wield any weapon he might find on the battlefield without prior knowledge of its specific operating principles, and give him savant shooting capabilities, essentially making Hunter an ace combatant with the skills of a war weary veteran with decades of service.

The few trainees with this new, powerful, but entirely experimental implant experienced some side effects, while Hunter gained skills equal to a highly trained and accomplished veteran he also developed PTSD and Dissociative Personality Disorder, although he has no actual memories of these events, he still has the traumatic experiences, when triggered, he takes on a highly confident, sleazy, violent, and aggressive persona that can make full use of his super soldier skills. Hunter suffer nightmares over these experiences, with his mind filling in the missing details with images of his friends, family, and his home, he is haunted by the deaths of friends and comrades, brothers, that are still alive, and sees his hands as having been stained by the blood of atrocities that have never actually happened. This has subjected Hunter to constant accusations of faking his war experiences to get attention, which is part of the reason he’s been adopted by Dean Shinwoo.

Hunter is a bit socially timid and nerdy, kind but shy, unaware of his sex appeal and charm, gets too caught up nerding out over Bear being an Alien to remember he was trying to get laid. He and the ‘other hunter’ share the same underlying personality and contectome, the other hunter simply has different traits at the forefront of his personality,  he is simply a different mask over the real Hunter, just a different elaboration of his personality. Hunter is descended from Americans, but is extremely skilled with the Russian language and much of his specific knowledge is about Russian weapons technology and military techniques - he likely is from a now defunct Russian paramilitary contractor group, since the experiment obviously failed, he was simply thrown out as a useless asset during bankruptcy.

Hunter is one of the nicest people you’ll ever meet, shy and quiet but also confident in himself and his value as a person, he is very strong willed, manly, but not loud - he is however, very dangerous under the right circumstances, though he has never harmed anyone, including himself, without sufficient cause, he is Dean Shinwoo's roommate and Dean has essentially taken legal custody of him, Dean, a veteran, will hurt anybody who tries to deny Hunter the respect a veteran is due, even if the war Hunter fought isn't real, he's still been to hell and back.

Hunter Adventures without armor, and fights with various styles of gun.

Dean and Hunter live inside a cargo container together, they have two bunk beds, one with a couch underneath and the other a TV, along with a small kitchen and fully stocked bathroom. There are plenty of windows and too many guns for anybody nearby to feel reasonably safe.

Dean

Mac Skull, born in 2037 in Imperial Americana, honorably discharged 2060 - Gay - wears inappropriately adult themed cutoff tee-shirts constantly. He is Hunter's legal guardian, he works double shifts on the factory farm to support himself and Hunter inside their cargo container of a home out in the chaotic older occupation era homes; though this RV is fully outfitted for the two men’s various hobbies and predilections, there are far far to many weapons, rounds of ammunition, and alcohol for anybody at the local tower to feel reasonably safe, however, responsible gun ownership is the rule of their home. The two confirmed bachelors are so bad at cleaning and daily home maintenance that it’s totally worth it to pay Anep to come clean for them.

Dean Shinwoo is of average height - 5'10.5", big shoulders, powerful chest, and rippling muscle, he had long hair always sticking upward in a wavy mess, his naturally light brown hair is dyed blond on the top of his head, combined with the green bandana he always has wrapped around his forehead, makes it look like, from the front, he has two totally distinct hair colors, blond on top, and all brown on the bottom. He has thick brown eyebrows, bright cyan eyes that are always half-lidded, and wrinkles give him permanent bags under his eyes. Dean doesn't look lazy though, his eyes are always bright, and his smile full of genuine merriment and cheer, though always with a hint of danger. He wears his dog tags around his neck, and his white wife beater has the shoulder area totally ripped and torn, he always wears pants evocative of a baggy military uniform and big belt, with his shirt tucked loosely in, and giant black combat boots.

Dean Shinwoo joined the military when he was 16 out of a very dumb sense of patriotism, he completed his training and was deployed to one of the endless peacekeeping wars that ravage the world. He had been rewarded for good work with a basic super soldier enhancement, his reflexes are extremely fast, his perceptions and situational awareness increased via drugs, his stamina heightened to the point he could go for two weeks without sleep as long as he got minimal rest during that time. He was deployed to war after war, he spent 15 years in the service before being hospitalized for a severe injury, which eventually resulted in his honorable discharge, the field treatments weren't good enough to fix a basically destroyed respiratory system, and the military washed their hands of him.

Disillusioned from the military and big money interests, he drifted all across America and Pangaea and always looking for something to believe in, he found Hunter, another victim of the military grooming its youth to fight on its behalf in the endless wars to sustain the global economy; eventually settling down in Seattle with Hunter, forming a group of ex-military and military enthusiasts as well as a field medic who bond over their military experience or need for first aid.

Dean Shinwoo has one final surprise for most people, hes’ 100% gay, his type, much younger bear cubs, the more innocent, the better, and he was a expert at taking a guys virginity without leaving a sour taste in their mouth when he didn’t come back the next day. He was a romantic sweetheart but preferred to remain unattached. Dean’s choice of non-lethal weapons was a Needle Gun, coated in a muscle relaxer,
he aimed for acupuncture pressure points, temporarily paralyzing a target, he used small, Japanese knives too, as close quarters hand to hand weapons, coated in a paralyzing agent that Dean's military enhancements made him immune too, but which would paralyze another person with just a scratch. His gear is military grade body armor, as well as a gatling gun as well as a smaller needle gun, he wears strips of needles wrapped all around his body like rambo.